fragile

SOMETIMES IGNORANCE IS BLISS

It is just a random thought of mine. i am certainly suffered from insomnia last night, couldn’t get to sleep until 4am plus and woke up at 6.30am because i wanted to sneeze and is a continuous of 3 - 4 times. My mind is actually in a sleeping mode. I dragged myself out of the bed, checked my handphone wondering why there is no sight of dear’s sms. After all the preparation, i decided to question him, ahh i realised there is no money in my card already. haha…super lazy to go top up my card and is raining outside cold somemore and i am tired.
i suppose later he will get super anxious like what the hell is happening to me…why cannot get through also…haha..

Alright back to the topic, i am just thinking sometimes when you are ignorance about something, perhaps you won’t be hurt that deep. It is just my view on this, of course there are other people thinks that it is better to face it. If is really serious then is better that you heard it from that person instead from others, face it and solve it and get over with it. Sometimes it might be something very minor that hurts you, so you can see how fragile a person can be, probably it can happen to love relationships, friendships, kinships etc. It can just be destroyed just by one word, one sentence, an action or an incident. I can’t deny that i am one of that kind. From my experience, i believe that communication is really important. Most probably, i am too free now that’s why i am thinking so much recently. i do have assignments to hand in, but the urgency in me is not there yet. HAHA..

Anyway due to insomnia last night, i stared at the ceiling above while listening to the raining music outside, i know what i can do, what i should do, what i can say and what i should say be it to others or myself.

AIYO i really miss my JYYYY and LIUCHIN =(

PS: thank you for always being there for me=)